sad..?? frust..?? or both

I feel so sad today. Not only sad but frustrated with my physics mark. Actually, I know I will get this mark. Why I erased my correct answer..?? huhu. Yeah, my confidence level still low at that time. Still not confident with my correct answer. Maybe busy with my activities. But, that's not the reason. I need to study hard but smart. I still have time to improve what I need to improve. That's the only way I can motivate myself.

Should I stop my debate..?? or just go on..?? I need to think about that. Maybe I need to stop because I still cannot focus with my studies.. or just go on because that is not the reason why I got my physics mark like that..?? Ermm.. still confuse with myself. I will think and keep thinking about this. Hope I will find the solution.

For me, physics is a tough subject. I still blur when lecturer teach. That's why I need to overcome my problem. But, how..?? Ermm.. I need and I have to.. Exercise.. That's what I always heard for improve all subjects. It is true. I still lack of exercises. I will do that. Don't look back and look forward. I will think positive to improve myself.

Debate's World...

For me, debate is interesting. However, sometimes I'll feel stress to get information. Maybe I still fresh in this debate's world. I still lack of experience and sometimes maybe my confidence level is low. I still have to learn many things. But, when I start involve in debate, I believe that I'll improve myself. Actually, when we debate, we will enjoy it. This is the time we can give our opinions and our ideas. We can build up our confidence level. But, from what I learned from my seniors, there are rules if we want to be a successful debater. The keyword that I always keep in my mind, 'BELT'. BELT is stand for Brain, Effort, Look, and Talent.

Brain - is how we think. As a debater, we must be a critical thinker. The knowledge that we give and gain must be a logical knowledge. To be a person that full of knowledge, of course we must read everyday. Read everything around us.

Effort - we must willing to gain knowledge. Try to be a better person from day to day. An excellent debater always learn a new thing everyday. They always practice so that they can improve their performance.

Look - is not how pretty or handsome you are. It's the way you act and how people look at you. Stop thinking that you are so good and never shy to ask. But, the important thing is you must respect your seniors.

Talent - is the special thing that you have. Not all people realise the talent that they have. Maybe they never have a talent. But, talent can be polish. I also never realise either I have a talent in debate. But, when I try and learned how to be ca debater, Alhamdulillah I improve myself from day to day. And I will never stop learning.